HELLO STRANGER (...)

Ça serait possible de vous embrasser? C'est une question de vie ou de mort.

For the first time in my life, it felt like someone actually gave a shit. And that person was worth trying for. And now... I'd fucking make the world record biggest sandwich if you asked me to. I'd kick old grannies in the tits. I'd feel the rivers with Panda Pops.

EAT the terror & LICK the spark

En ne venant pas hier, vous m'avez permis de parler aujourd'hui de votre absence. Alors qu'hier je n'avais rien à vous dire. Vous avez installé quelque chose entre nous.

As we sat there listening to the carolers, I wanted to tell Brian that it was over now and that everything would be okay. But that was a lie, plus I couldn't speak anyway. I wish there was some way to go back and undo the past. But there wasn't. There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and tried to telepathically communicate how sorry I was about what happened. And I thought of all the grief and suffering and fucked up stuff in the world, and it made me want to escape. I wished with all my heart we could just leave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically disappear.